Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Resolutions left unattended

I started this blog last July as a way to write down the things I need to say so I can remember them later.  I always have something to say, as anyone who knows me will tell you.  Sometimes I am happy, sometimes sad, other times angry, and still other times I am confused.  This blog was supposed to be my way to vent, celebrate, rant, cry, and laugh all rolled into one.  However, I have not been a diligent blogger by any means and have not posted in nearly a year.  My New Year's resolution (yes, I know it is almost April, but I haven't quite gotten around to making a resolution yet) is to write at least one post a week.  Even if I only write a couple of sentences, or post a picture, I WILL write once a week, minimum.  I am the queen of procrastination, and for me, tomorrow is always a better day to do something than today.  Problem is, tomorrow turns into the next day and the day after that until whatever it is I was supposed to do has fallen by the wayside or been forgotten entirely.  This blog is a way for me to record my hopes, dreams, needs, wants, loves, laughs, tears, rants, joys, fears, and whatever else I need to get out.  I am too far into the habit of bottling things up, good or bad, and then later wondering why my feelings explode like a hand grenade.  This is a new beginning for me, or an ending to the old me, whichever may be true.  Maybe both, who knows?  Even if I am the only person in the universe who ever reads this, I believe it will make me feel better and show me things I need to see about myself.  Ta ta!

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